i don't know why

Posted by : liaArisa Jumaat, 2 November 2012

i don't know why,

but i can't smile,

im trying to smile,

it's really hard to me.

sometimes,

i can't lie to myself,

smiling,laughing,..

it makes me feel more sad..

sometimes,

i just pretending,

like nothing happens,

i try to forget it all,

but i can't,

because..

theres many things happen around me,

that make the memories flying back into my mind..

and at night,

i went to bed with those memories,

ain't the same since i'm living without you,

when i see u in my dream at night,

its so real,

but it just in my mind,

please don't wake me,

cause i don't wanna leave this dream..

~~yeah still love u~~

~~but its okay~~

~~i will learn forgetting those memories~~

~~will find the cure for this heart~~

~~and i will pretending again~~...........

from my heart-liaArisa

to-p.T/sun

~~still FindingtheSunNtheK~~ey

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